Songs About Lucy

by jonmiller and the background

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1.
Before you know what’s coming Before the mountain crumbles to the ground How’d I not notice? Nothing to stand on as you fall further down (chorus) Dust to dust, brick by brick Knowing what I know now it makes me sick Now that I’ve heard your siren’s call I hope I return to dust before the fall Things seemed so simple Before you slithered your way to my heart I was so lonely That I forgot you weren’t there from the start (chorus) Dust to dust, brick by brick Knowing what I know now it makes me sick Now that I’ve heard your siren’s call I hope I return to dust before the fall
2.
Lucy 05:12
It seems like this whole town is in love with you So who am I to sing the blues, Lucy? It seemed like you gave me more than most But half of nothing is still just a ghost, Lucy If I’m the wind you are a sound If I’m the trees you are the ground If I am flesh you are a knife With a smile that still brings me back to life (chorus) It’s clear that we want different things It’s fear that kept me holding back all these years Lucy you are not who I need But convincing myself will take far more than me My heart fights hard to stay inside Whenever your eyes meet with mine, Lucy Is it joy, anticipation, dread What’s going on up inside of your head, Lucy? If I’m the sea you are the sky If I am sober you are still high Do you know what’s going on here I don’t I wish I could quit but my heart just won’t (chorus) It’s clear that we want different things It’s fear that kept me holding back all these years Lucy you are not who I need But convincing myself will take far more than me Our friend told me that you felt bad Deep down that kind of made me feel glad, Lucy Our time together may have come and gone But will live on inside of this song, Lucy (chorus) It’s clear that we want different things It’s fear that kept me holding back all these years Lucy you are not who I need But convincing myself will take far more than me
3.
Drag 03:31
Baby let’s make nothing out of something I’ll be the weight around your neck Maybe I can be the one someday That you’ll regret At least I found a way that I can stay stuck in your brain To see you fly without me would just feel like such a shame (chorus) I’ll be your drag If someone could slow you down If someone out there could find a way To bring you back to the ground I’ll be your drag Let me seep inside your lungs And if this won’t last as time goes past At least we had some fun I’ll be your drag Baby let’s make mountains out of mole hills And let’s scream our problems out And if the neighbor calls the cops Well then we’ll really start to shout If you tell your friends you hate me then I know you think of me And if I ever hear it I’ll remind you constantly (chorus) I’ll be your drag If someone could slow you down If someone out there could find a way To bring you back to the ground I’ll be your drag Let me seep inside your lungs And if this won’t last as time goes past At least we had some fun I’ll be your drag
4.
All I’ve got is this twin sized bed We’ll make it work if you lay your head Right here, rest against mine It keeps us warm through these long nights And you won’t fall if you hold me tight I know it’ll all be fine (chorus) And maybe someday we’ll get one big enough for two Or maybe I’ll rest somewhere else and so will you But for right now don’t think too far ahead Just lay here with me in our twin sized bed The hours are long and I get home late I know you won’t but I wish you’d wait Leave a note, I hear your voice in my head I hold my breath and open the door To find your clothes thrown about the floor And your shape asleep on that bed (chorus) And maybe someday we’ll get one big enough for two Or maybe I’ll rest somewhere else and so will you But for right now don’t think too far ahead Just lay here with me in our twin sized bed I try to give you what you want I try to give you what you need I know I don’t have to ask You’re doing the same for me (chorus) And maybe someday we’ll get one big enough for two Or maybe I’ll rest somewhere else and so will you But for right now don’t think too far ahead Just lay here with me in our twin sized bed
5.
Do I ever cross your mind You're on mine all the time I've tried to tell you once or twice But I can never get it right (so why would I be?) Do I ever cross your mind While you're out there living life With a fire inside your heart And too many things to start (so why would I be?) Do I ever cross your mind You're on mine all the time I've tried to tell you once or twice Maybe I'll try another night
6.
Spring Thaw 04:11
I’m still cold, is there more than this? The promise of something better Always resting on your lips So still I try and still I wait The seasons changing around me I feel resigned to my fate (chorus) It’s been so long since I’ve been warm It’s been so long since the leaves have gone It’s been so long since I’ve had faith But there’s always tomorrow for the sun to shine on our face Is that a bud grown from that tree? A promise for the future Amidst all this tyranny It won’t last long out here like this Unless we work together To guard it from our abyss (chorus) It’s been so long since I’ve been warm It’s been so long since the leaves have gone It’s been so long since I’ve had faith But there’s always tomorrow for the sun to shine on our face The winter ends eventually The spring thaw warms our hearts and souls And ends the misery That we have made and taken ourselves Nothing is impossible If we’d only trust ourselves (chorus) It’s been so long since I’ve been warm It’s been so long since the leaves have gone It’s been so long since I’ve had faith But there’s always tomorrow for the sun to shine on our face
7.
On rainy nights I think of you and all our plans that fell through Since you walked out that door The things I’ve lost the things I miss; your hair, your smell, your eyes, your kiss That all left me wanting more (chorus) A midnight pinion on the ground is all I have of you around Fallen from the wings upon your back We fell from grace, we’re not as pure As those who never found a cure to end all their lonely nights As it rains again upon your windowpane Let’s try again it won’t end up the same Will it end up the same? I’m past the nights where I would dial, drunkenly wait awhile Just so I could hear your voice Life without you wasn’t new but it seemed so harder to get through Now that I know the choice (chorus) A midnight pinion on the ground is all I have of you around Fallen from the wings upon your back We fell from grace, we’re not as pure As those who never found the cure to end all of their lonely nights As it rains again upon your windowpane Let’s try again it won’t end up the same Will it end up the same? If you missed me too I never knew The cage opened away you flew ne’er to return When my memory starts to slip I think of tequila flavored lips And how I never learn (chorus) A midnight pinion on the ground is all I have of you around Fallen from the wings upon your back We fell from grace, we’re not as pure As those who never found the cure to end all of their lonely nights As it rains again upon your windowpane Let’s try again it won’t end up the same Will it end up the same?
8.
I woke up felt the same way as I do most every day I’m too familiar with these thoughts of giving up Each morning I need coffee so I pour myself a cup It’s simple but to me it’s just enough Last night when I was dreaming of an old familiar place Where everyone’s a friend and has an old familiar face You don’t appreciate the time you have Or the comfort of an old familiar laugh But you’ve got to take the good times with the bad But the good times are the ones that never last So I keep (chorus) Chasing that, chasing that, chasing that love I keep chasing that, chasing that, chasing that love I’m not sure I deserve it And I don’t know how to earn it So I keep chasing that, chasing that love I stare out of the window and I’m counting all the leaves The fall is coming early for the trees And everything is dying, still you’re calling out to me You say love could be the cure for our disease And now I’m always dreaming of a new and better place Where I don’t need to worry and I never feel ashamed Of all the things I think that I’ve done wrong You tell me that it’s time for moving on I’m living with these memories in my head I’ve got to learn to love the time I have That’s why I’m (chorus) Chasing that, chasing that, chasing that love I keep chasing that, chasing that, chasing that love I’m not sure I deserve it And I don’t know how to earn it So I keep chasing that, chasing that love I’ve got to learn to love the time I have (chorus 2) I keep chasing that, chasing that, chasing that love I keep on chasing that, chasing that, chasing that love Everyone deserves it And you shouldn’t have to earn it So let’s keep chasing that, chasing that love Let’s keep chasing that, chasing that love
9.
This Time 02:55
I’m sorry if you say so but I can’t remember why And I’m getting tired of feeling so damn guilty all the time Why is it all or nothing, how about some in between? And even when you try your best it might not work out it seems What I’ve got to offer might not be good enough this time We dove into the deep hoping it all would work out fine But in the end we ended up just fighting all the time It weighs upon my mind and I don’t like feeling this way And whether you’ll admit it I know that you feel the same What I’ve got to offer might not be good enough this time I have and yet I have not I am lost even when found And I only need some time inside my head before I drown It’s hard to live with, yes I know, but you knew it from the start And only going in half way is what really broke my heart What I’ve got to offer might not be good enough this time
10.
This one’s not too fast, how I wish it would last Long enough to cross over this room You’re standing right there, flowers gracing your hair And my eyes are transfixed just on you (chorus) May I have this dance? Can we take a chance? We can wait for the next if you’d like A waltz or fandango, it takes two to tango But I’ll wait all night if it’s right The kids were up late and the dishes can’t wait If we want to eat later tonight You’re losing your vigor, my hair’s getting thinner I’d still offer my hand and I’d say (chorus) May I have this dance? Can we take a chance? We can wait for the next if you’d like A waltz or fandango, it takes two to tango But I’ll wait all night if it’s right On some cold September I hope you remember these days even after I’m gone And one last you’ll save as you dance on my grave Lay flowers while singing this song (chorus) May I have this dance? Can we take a chance? We can wait for the next if you’d like A waltz or fandango, it takes two to tango But I’ll wait all night if it’s right Yes I’ll wait my whole life if it’s right

credits

released July 10, 2023

Special thanks to my wife and kids for their never ending love and support. Thanks to the Benson Songwriter Exchange for creating the songwriting prompts that most of this album was written in response to. Also thanks to you, dear reader, for picking this up and taking the time to listen to it.

Recorded at Sigurdstad Studios in Omaha and Ashland, NE. Mixed by Jonathan R. Miller. Mastered on LANDR. Produced by Jonathan R. Miller, Brian Pedersen, and Kara Marie. Extra special guest vocals on “Spring Thaw” by Lincoln Miller and Kara Marie.

All music composed by Jonathan R. Miller and performed by jonmiller and the background, except “Chasing That Love” composed by Mark Haugen and Jonathan R. Miller
Jacket illustration by Timothy James Hantula
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